Omarion - Know You Better
(Source: SoundCloud / OmarionMMG)
Usually, I’ll resort to #writing as an outlet, but lately I’ve been having writer’s block. Recently, I’ve been having the most difficult time trying to formulate my #emotions into the right words… There’s been this intangible pain on my chest that just would not heal. A resolution was to keep busy; in which, my schedule was overbooked and I bit off more than I could chew. There’s just too many things happening so fast and all at once that I can’t deal. Especially, since a few so close and #dear to my #heart are #departing soon. That all led to over-stressing myself physically, mentally and emotionally. Drained, I finally #cried out for help. I’m appreciative to be blessed with the handful of friends whom I adore and are a wonderful support system. However, it’s just been one of those situations where I only want to #vent to one, specific individual who knows the #story, but yet… where is she? I know she’s there, but it seems as if she’s #invisible and I can’t reach out to her. Even still, she wouldn’t be the appropriate shoulder considering she’s an #influential factor to my perplexity. Yesterday, I was FINALLY able to do some #meditation and I decided give it up to #God. The #answers to my questions are slowing revealing, but I’m not yet entirely in the #clear. I still don’t know exactly what it is that I’m feeling or going through… I just can’t seem to find the #words.
What I really #want to say… I can’t define.
💬📝 #ijustcantfindthewords #indefinable #troubledthoughts #anxiety #secrets #lifechanges #decisionstomake #loveless #numb #alone #ijustwannabefree
😌 #smile
i miss you NYC!!
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Pika-Boo!
Created by Nabhan Abdullatif
“time.. may it be spent with good company and composed into cherished memories.” even after a long day at work, she still managed to find the #energy to see me afterward. though, #dorkzRus with a lil miscommunication, she had a few #birthday #surprises awaiting after #dinner. ‘twas a #mission finding a #sushi spot open late, but it was #worth watching her take a #risk to #try something out of her #comfort zone and take a #sake #shot or four hahaha. After dinner, we cruised the streets of #LongBeach. Our destination was a #view with #serenade. I felt #special being her #first audience to a song she #wrote *cheesing* all in all, I had so much fun last night and I’m #happy that I got the chance to see her again. thank you jacket <3 🍣🍶🌃🎸🎤⌛🎁😁
dyamn!! it feels soooo #good to have my #eargams back!!! #music <3 🔊🎶 #bumpin #bass #amp #subs #sounds #system
all I #want for my #birthday is…..
#aries #fire #prideful #stubborn #passionate #headstrong #outspoken #forthright #assertive #impatient #impulsive #energetic #enthusiastic #adventurous #courageous #spontaneous #daring #intelligent #quick-witted #temperamental #boundless #possessive #independent #optimistic
My days are all #disarrayed that I even #forgot about my own #birthday. I’m constantly reminded when friends ask what plans I’ve arranged to #celebrate. I am appreciative as they’re tentatively inquiring a date to block out in their #calendars and watch me blow out some #candles, whether it be the bottomless #alcohol or #chamorro #BBQ haha. With it being a week away on a week day, the date is creeping up quickly and I’ve yet to brainstorm #plans. ahh… plus it’s #Easter #Sunday the weekend after. Any #suggestions?! 😒🎂🎉🎁🎈♈ #Aries #March #party #whattodo
